| | You officially just lost all my respect for you.
Honestly, do you expect me to ever want to fucking talk to you again if
you break up with me through someone else. And with the excuse
'you'll say something mean' is pretty fucking lame. Had you said
'something mean' I could have easily retaliated with something better, and you know that.
Looking back, I dont know what I could have seen in you, or you in me for that matter. I mean, GOSH!
I had FRIENDS! :O! Cause you know, every person I talk to I'm secretly
sleeping with behind your back. You were jealous of every goddamn thing
I did. I could hardly hang out with my friends without you having to
object in some way. Then you sent me that text message 'I've decided to
give and trust you' well, you certainly didnt go back on that! You
never trusted me. I know that. Do you remember when you,
Britani and I were on the phone and I made you guys hold on while I
went and took another call? Well I heard you when I came back. Britani
said 'You don't trust her, do you?' and you answered with 'No.' I dont
know if that was for me or not, but it certainly seems to fit, don't
you think? You refused to say anything in front of me and that bothered
me. You wanted to know everything, but hid yourself.
I will
admit, I did smile stupidly when those sweet little text messages came
to my cellphone in the middle of the day. They did make me feel better
about everything, I will admit that, but in all seriousness, was that
just a distraction while you decided whether to break up with me YOURSELF or get someone else to?
You know what? Eventhough we broke up last night around ten or so - I'm already
with someone else. Call me a whore, but you couldnt have not seen that
coming. This time, we click. We live damn near next to eachother. I
should have been the one to break up with you, I saw us cracking way
before this happened.
Yeah so, I didnt make sure ALL My
attention was focused on you. Sue me. I'm not going to put my life to
the side and make you the center of the universe. You always made me
into the villian, and for you to dislike Enola before actually meeting
her was stupid. Yeah, yeah Rhianna made that sign, it was a joke.
You're sensitive, I know that too. I find it funny that you'd make me
tell you really everything, but yet not show me something like that but
just go off and make those signs about Kelsey. Don't believe everything you hear.
AND,
for you to make those signs about Kelsey was completely uncalled for. I
know she said some things to you, and I explained it was because she
was looking out for me, she did say some inappropriate things, but damn
so did you. Let's get one thing straight Rape isn't Funny and
I'm appauled. Why would you joke about something like that? How dare
you call ANYONE immature. I think You've just proven yourself in this
relationship to be The MOST immature person I've ever met. Grow
up, good god, you fucking drama queen. I'm not in the mood to hear your
lame retorts because you know what? When Chris told me you wanted to
break up with me, I didn't really care. I was like alright. whatever.
It
was nice when it began, but its a shame it came to a sorry fucking
close. I'm not going to apologize, I learned that from Kelsey that when
there's something that needs to be said, and its what you mean, don't
apologize. She was right, friends are going to be there forever, while
'significant others' will not. Yeah, yeah go date Donnie or whoever the
hell Britani wants you to date now, I don't care.
Tell me
honestly, did you feel anything for me at all? It never quite felt like
it. I did have a lot of fun with you, and I'm sorry if I wasn't up to
your standards. Goodbye. |
| | Posted 4/3/2005 4:09 PM - 15 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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